SPRING BREAK

Aint do nothing but stay home cause i had nothing to do but relax and whatnot. People fake on me and whatever so screw them. Anyways Spring break was not so good.

April 14,2004

..........Don't kno who to trust anymore,i figured out that my life is important and that i have people who are there for me and thats David and Derrick and i just realized that. Leo you too, I aint really know you guys have been trying to help me till today. Im going back for my dream and i aint letting nobody gets in my way,cause i know imma be something and i always reach the next level. Stuart is just a blur,my future is what i want and thanks for the ones who been there for me from day one. David got my hopes up and now i got more confidence in myself. IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!

April 15,2004

Chilling in webpage design,decided to write in this xanga thanga. Prom is coming soon.......came so fast. Right now im confused and i dunno,only thing for me to feel better is to play basketball or think of something thats me feel GREAT yo kno what i mean?!

"Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecurrre
The concept of school seems so securrre
Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr
She like fuck it, I'll just stay down herre and do hair
Cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs of new Airs
Cause her baby daddy don't really care"

                                                             ~Kanye West~

Its a new Brian and right now im going for my dream and whoever wawnts to be there for me,lets take a ride and accomplish it. 

                                                                                         2-14-02

Im kinda  right now. Few years,you'll see,ill be top of da line 
                                                                  

April 5,2004

I just woke up nothing to do.Misin my baby Drea...other than that i think imma go for a job around the nighborhood to stay in shape.Trying to get basketball back.I went down 2 times,this time basketball isnt going away from me this time. I have the confidence...Well ill write more later peace out

2-14-02

DESCRIBE YOUR:
[wallet] Fat full of money

[pillow cover] blue
[shoes]   jordans and nikes 

[piercings] They are gay i dont like piercings
[clothes youre wearing now] Authentic jordan jersey and jordan retro 3's

[hair]  Braids
[room] Ummmm lots of basketball pictures

MIXED QUESTIONS:
[wishing] To be famous
[after this] Still wishing to be famous
[talking to] nobody
[eating]  nothing                                 
[some of your fav. movies] Dreamcatcher     

[sumthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] Graduation

[last thing you ate] Moms chicken
[something youre hella afraid of] Bugs
[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] Tiger,so i can let it kill all the people i hate.
[some of your fav. foods] Everything thats not nasty
[something you wish you could understand better] The world

[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time]  no

[like candles] if the powers out             
[like incense] no
[believe in love] yes                                                         
[believe in soulmates] yes
[believe in love at first sight] not really 
[believe in forgiveness]  yes
[want to get married] yes
[want to have kids] yes
[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] Hells yah

IN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:
[cried] no
[bought sumthin] nada

[gotten sick] on a rollercoaster ><

[sang] tried too
[eaten] yea
[been kissed]
[felt stupid]  no ; ;

[wanted to tell someone you liked them, but didn't] dont like anyone cause i have someone
[met someone new] no
[moved on] no
[talked to an ex] Nopers
[missed an ex] psssh hells no
[talked to someone you have a crush on] no
[had a serious talk] no
[missed someone] yea,Drea
[hugged someone]  no
[fought with your parents] no
[dreamt about someone you can't be with] no

SOCIAL LIFE:
[boyfriend/girlfriend] Drea
[hobbies] Basketball,chillin at home,reading important things
[pager/cell] Nokia cell phone
[are you the center of attention] no
[car you drive] nothing
[would you rather be with friends or on a date] Both
[job] N/A
[attend church] couple of months ago 
[like being around people] not always

WHO...:
[have you known the longest]  Andrea,Emad ugggghhh too many peoples to name
[do you always get along with] Andrea,and people im cool with 
[is the most trustworthy] Most people arent trustworthy so i look passed that shit.

[makes you laugh the most] Tarek and Stephon

[has the coolest parent(s)]  Andrea,Clif
[has the coolest sibling(s)] Andrea's sister(my daughter)
[is the most blunt] ????
[is the smartest] dunno

PERSONAL:
[who is your role model] Michael Jordan 
[pet peeves] ???
[ever liked someone you had no chance with] noone
[ever lied to your best friend] nah
[cried over the opposite sex] if they died...yea

[have a certain "type" of person you go after] no,as long as they make me feel good and happy i guess
[rather be dumper or dumped] ???? 
[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] relationship

[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance]  Hair and smile 
[what is your fav. part of your emotional being] dunno
[are you happy with yourself] yea
[are you happy with your life]  not really
[if you could change one thing what would it be] Hmmmm nothing

[favorite colors]  Black,blu,red,grey

Yo yo yo,

Life has its ups in downs,I wish I can keep it up but its kinda tough. Once you get something good,hold on to it and never let it go. Anyways today im doing nothing,im taking my hair out and getting it done in about an hour or so. Well i have nothing else to say,no one cares what i type about so im out.

2-14-02

Yo yo yo,Well today I aint do a damn thing >< My baby got her hair colored :). I woke up this morning,was suppose to see the "Jesus" movie,but i didnt wake up on time and my moms left me :( .Today was not such a good day,was home alone he who time. My baby was chiling with her girls. Well ive been thinking about my future,dunno what to do,try to get back at basketball again,go to college?Im in love and i dont want to lose that. Other than that nothing else in my day was good,peace out .

02-14-02